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MamaMay
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Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 7/31/1972
Gender: Female
Expertise: Producing festivals for the Asian Community in the San Francisco Bay Area
Occupation: Other
Industry: Entertainment
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Member Since:
9/4/2003
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| Today was an interesting day. Planning for 2007 is an interesting challenge. Moving on a path that was already traveled but with a new perspective. You almost wonder if the reason why you took the path in the first place was not really for you but for others to learn from so they too can follow that path.
I plan on expanding my expertise. I am as excited about that too. I have alot of work to do though.. Alot of it is getting what I want in my mind to reflect what is on paper as well as what it manifests into.. From the time that my thoughts manifests itself to something real its not quite what I expected.. so alot of it has to do with focus. I get distracted easily. Watching television, listening to my kids and my husbands thoughts, to my cell phone, to my AIM, Yahoo, MSN messenger, my email, my myspace... and the list goes on. For the next 3 months that is all I will focus on.. which is focusing on trying to be focused.. LOL Now I know where my daughter gets it from.
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| This weekend was fun... Planned with a couple of other God parents a baby shower for my best friend Wennie and Al. I never had fun planning a private event in a long time. I guess because there were other people just as excited putting it together. Ange and Al was the best at baby shower games I guess cuz it was X rated and so were the gifts. As for me and the other Godfather it was a piece of cake to put together.
Now Im on to planning to do my son's "Kinda Suprise Birthday" He asked me a for a birthday where people hide and then he comes in and people jump out and says "happy birthday" How cute is that.... ? We just had to put it together. It should be fun
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| Man, Its been a long time since I have been on here. A whole season of events have gone by. The holiday season is coming fast as well as the rest of my family and friends celebrating their birthdays. A big changed is happening for lucky number 7 year. I just have to get ready for the change. Focus, Drive and Positive thinking. Everything else is based on my skills to succeed and it is all up to me.
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| For the past couple of months, business has been a challenge. What else is new..... this challenge though has tested me to my wits end. I just pray that what I am about to unfold will be the right thing to do not only for my business but the industry and the people who are a part of it.
Its never fun when you are going through growing pains especially since you cant really turn to the people next to you and say "Did you feel that?" I have tried... my family, friends, associates and they all say "HUH, feel what"
Then this weekend.. that I am about to work on really big things with some real talented folks. All with the same goals. MAKE IT BIG... As big as their hearts desire. I guess this is what I am good at... Being a part of a team that wants to be bigger than life...
This is the race.. to figure out all the obstacles in front of you.. strategize how to get over it without giving up or letting it slow you down .. and getting to the finish line with your pride hanging on your armband, in one piece, with a smile.
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| Wow its been 5 months ... and this is my confession. I didnt realize how soothing it is to journal your thoughts but the past couple of months has been a slightly dim road. Not dark... that was how it used to be .. this time it was dim. Coming out of it I realize how important it is for me to be grounded to be so centered that no one can shake me up. However I realize the ones that can truly shake me up are the ones so close to me that even they dont know what they are affecting me that way.
So I told myself.. how do I stay away from people who are so ... how do you call it... Not so stable , focused, ambitious and positive. It didnt dawn on me that everyone around me has been so stuck, sweating the petty, all over the place and down right hating their life. How exhausting is that for me ... and yet I find myself still giving. wanting to help , trying to see maybe this time it will be different, or maybe if I step out and come back that they would change. Who was I fooling and yet... here I am trapped. I got a SUCKED in again.
Someone said.. you need to be selfish sometimes. I guess I agree somewhat.. and yet... isnt it easier for people to be selfish rather be giving. Im confused... Or isnt it the best way is to be a balance of the two.
Life is okay right now. I will tell you more later.
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